Alongside the tenor of shame
(quote from Itinerant Cat Lady, Lynette Adams, July 12, Vocales and Itinerary Changes, Substack)
this tenor of shame shapeshifts
into a tangible obelisk beside me
like a tentative bully: I think it
wants to be my friend after
it rages. we have common grounding
in our relentlessness, our resilience
for survival. neither of us wants to die.
we’re both exhausted but this dense
haunting smoke, thickened with loss
with skin, with the high-pitch wailing
arias of hearts breaking, lungs
shrinking, the smoke is what
brings us together. I offer space
alongside this tenor of shame for
grace. it is not my home burning
my collections, my food, my family.
‘not my’ is the continent of the shame
but we share the trees, the sky
the air. I can mourn from thousands
of miles away, compass-ed by grace.
the tenor of shame shapeshifts from
obelisk to lighthouse.

This is beyond beautiful. Your words are so primal and filled with truth!
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Hearing all about the apocalyptic atmosphere being so many thousand miles away I get it Put all the bs away Pull together This too shall pass Like the helicopters looking for fires
Even the mourning It’ll come It’ll go
Lalala love you Be safe
Robin McLennan
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